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Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 11:31 AM
有些东西我不能选择，更不能做改变..seeing hooi theng wrote tis at her wall...i jux cn say god will help us to do all d things we unable to settle...bt is dat my heart reli think so...y i alway cn ezli say somting dat i cnt do...i reli hope dat god will help me facing those problem...n i hope dat i cn put 100% believing my god jesus sure cn help me...rev tai said onli way dat solve d problem is changing our point when looking into d problem...hmm...mayb...i cn try...
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 1:12 PM
学习----一门学问；奥秘。学习沟通更为深奥，但我相信我一定做得到。让我真的能够学习懂得去关心一个人，懂得体谅，更懂得爱。。。因爱本来就该互相迁就，互相忍耐。。。
生命不在乎是否完美，而是，如何带给自己和别人希望。------幸谣说
一起写我们的结局
Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 10:15 AM
已经是第三天了。。你是不是还不能感受着暴风雨来袭的前兆？？还是应该要我继续自我反省？？
其实我已经很冷静了，不再因为那些鸡毛蒜事而难过了。要习惯的终要习惯，或许对你来说这感情真的要细水长流吧。。。好。。。就给彼此一些些的机会，让我们真的能够一起写我们的结局，美好的结局。。。
Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 10:09 AM
A day ended, another day start. I started to fear that our relationship will be soon end also. Is anything there I can do to save our relationship? You said u need love and caring through facebook test. Funny thing, we need to communicate through those stupid tests or our friends. Why we can't just have a talk like yi shen and weiyu.
This is our problem. We never discuss about our problem. We never communicate. We never ...............
@ 12:17 AM
一次次的希望，再失望；再希望，再失望。
解不开的谜。。
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 11:09 AM
第一天的冷静期，让人纳闷，让人害怕，让人透不过气。。。双手不住战抖，心跳加速，感觉下一秒将会死亡。这几天常常失眠，时间都颠翻了，大白天想睡觉逃避现实的残酷；晚上无人相伴，彻夜难眠。只因心中仍有一个谜，解不开。很想结束一切。是我想太多吗？？？
很多很多的问题。。。
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 10:16 PM
今天本想说跟你可以见面了，但你最终还是拒绝。看来我对你的要求没有一样是你能够做到或答应的了。刚刚从一圣口中得知了一些残酷的事。虽然一圣说的时候我没有什么感觉，但当我真的去面对思考整个问题时，我。。。
我从来都不知道，更没有想过你的一句话可以暗示酱多东西的。原来那一天的真心话，大冒险所问的：如果有一天我和玮瑜同时喜欢同一个男生，玮瑜会怎么做决择？这个问题暗示些什么？是你的心底话吗？是在表达你对玮瑜的感觉吗？还是其实你很想真的有那么的一天会发生此事？我不明白。。你对玮瑜是不是已经超出友谊的感觉了？太多的为什么涌出我的脑海。。
其实你重视我吗？我在你心中有多少分量？玮瑜跟我，谁又比较重要？
虽然一圣后来说你对玮瑜只是姐妹（ji mui）那样而已，但我心里还是怪怪的，感觉很不踏实。我跟玮瑜说，将会给你我一个礼拜时间，让彼此冷静。你会有表示吗？你会变心吗？我会问问题吗？我会提出分手吗？我真的不懂？
I just need time....A lot of time....
计算。。
Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 1:22 PM
11/5
1st day in college life...disted college life...hope my decision to tis college was right...
20/5
i felt hapii to noe all our may intake classmate...surely i think they ar great ppls...we all jux like 1 famili...
28/5
a guy from my class fetch me home...woah...he sure is a nice guy...andrew was his name...hmm..kinda weird cz i felt dat im going to hav a crush on him...my gosh..wat m i saying...i had a bofren...n he luv me so muc...n he nw is in d hospital...hw cn i had tis kind of thinking...m i nuts...
29/5
enjoying my college life..hopefulli cn manage to do a distinction on my subjects...think a lot of nonsense thing...i reli gt a special feeling on him...jux like it hapen b4...i reli cn giv up my relationship wif chia bok for him...although i noe he wont like me...owh...tis feeling..kinda...God..plz giv me some hints...
whole class is talking dat i luv him so muc...my gosh...thx to wyee..spreading my secret...bt y...he kinda don bother bout d rumour...is he reli don care...oh gosh...damm hate jason n aaron...wrote d stupid thing on d wall...
break up wif chia bok...sorie if i hurt u...
1/6
andrew ask me izit i reli luv him...YES...I DO LUV U...i cn shout it out from my heart..'i reject'...hmm...hw sad...he say it so steady...so brainless...so don care bout oyher ppl's feeling...
6/6
*survey budget hotel
*go beach
*miracle...
miracle do hapen when u r bliv...who wil noe...andrew take my hand...n said 'i wana b wif u'...'i luv u'....
10/6
we r nt noeing each other deeply enuf...we had a arguement...small wan la...hmp...IGNORE YOU...
22/6
he was so sweet...he do care bout me...he pick me out for a date...we do some normal couple thing...a movie...a lunch...felt like so sweet...yishen said he reli planned for tis date for long time ago...vr touch..hmm..
this onli 1 thing to do..three words for u...i love you...
26/6
last day of d sem..sure miss him a lot...owh...dat is a gud new dat i wana share here...andrew giv a gud expresson to my mummy...dats nice...haha..
27/6
1st day holiday...haix...his hp spoil while i cnt on9...my modem spoil..miss him a lot...wyee msn andrew...den andrew type 'i miss my bb so muc'...so hapii when i heard it from wyee...
29/6
we go watch transformer...tis tym...2 couple 2gater...congrate to yishen n wyee...sure mor fun stuff we cn do...
30/6
yishen ask me dat wat is my relationship nw wif andrew...i supose to say couple...bt i din...i jux said 'im single bt nt available'...izit im used of tis typical answer...hmm..mayb...love is alway so hard to understand...
1/7
im glad dat u r my boyfren...although u alway seem lie don care...bt i noe u do care...evr small things u do reli is touching my heart...thx 4 evr things...I LOVE YOU, ANDREW...
3/7
we talk a lot 2day...nvr realize dat loving a person cn b so sweet...n nvr thought dat love by a person u love is sweetest ever in whole life...evr day cn feel d warm n care from u...felt greatz..nwaday i like to read bek my diary...n recal bek evr single sweet momment wif u...12.59am...gud nite...
6/7
felt sad...n depressed...y...tmr is my bufday...y u must do it on 2day...y must u set an expiry date for our relationship...i tried to understand bt i cant...i hate dat u alway say d expiry dat...y we alway nid to renew our relation...izit fun???nt at all...
7/7
im thinking too muc...i noe u r alway by my side...dat all ar joke...hmm...bt don do it again...seriously i don like...>.<
celebrate my bufday...reli felt suprise...evr thing was perfect...erm...bt nt d gastric...owh...is pain...bt i felt warm when u go to buy d medicine 4 me...is so sweet...rainy day ~ is cold...bt im warm in ur arm...
8/7
yes...andrew finali agree dat he wont talk bout d expiry date anymor..
10/7
go QB wif jason, wyee, n shanvon...we r talking bout yiran...shanvon was too sad...we accompany her n let her cool down...i felt sorie 4 her...n d same tym...i hope dat it would nt hapen in my life...i surely cnt live if andrew...TOUCHWOOD...
13/7
i thougth i don mind...bt i mind...n care it so muc...i don understand y we cn simply don talk for few days...din sms or msn...u said our relationship is stable den yishen n wyee...izit reli true...bt i think we r like stranger dat noe each other a lot...im so sked dat 1 day u wil tell me dat u fall in love to wyee...i noe im nt supose to think like dat...bt i cnt control it...y u 2 cn b like besties...im ur girlfren u noe...
15/7
we hang out again...4 of us...2day andrew was seem avoid talking to wyee...he ask me m i hapii if he do like dat...hmm...okie lur...cz u r nt understand dat im nt wana u 2 cnt b like fren...i jux wan u to put mor effort n concern to me...jux so ez...bt mayb i shuld b mor satisfy 4 ur improvment...
21/7
很久都没看到你了，好想问你一句你好吗？白痴的问题。。明明是情侣，但好像不认识一般。我不明白为何我们不能如其他的情侣一样，那样的甜蜜。。为什么我们可以一句话都不说，一封信息都不发，一通电话都不打。。难道我真的有那么不重要吗？
115个小时5分55秒，都过了那么久了。。想你的日子其实很难熬，努力让自己忙起来，但还是无时无刻想着你。怎么办？有时真想打电话给你，可又怕打通后我们又没话说。。茅盾的心情。。。
yeah...tomorrow i will hanging out to QueensbayMall with them......so damm miss you.....hope can see you right in this moment.....
