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mission fail !!!
Monday, August 29, 2011 @ 11:20 PM
I had to admit I'm still not fine. Crying in Gurney toilet for almost 1 hour. I also duno why. Thanks God Mr. Darren had brighten up my day. He had sent me an umbrella in a such correct time.
I really thought I will be happy but it still happened. God always like to make a joke on me, or both of us. Why ?? We should not have any chance to meet each other at this time. But why it still happen ?? His normal greeting to me had changed to such creepy words. My feeling collapsed within 3 seconds. Why ??
Can I delete all those memory before ??
Signing out.
emergency break ??
@ 2:31 AM
Gone through a tough week and I think I had faced it perfectly as I could pretend. I knew I'm not a good actress, many people had noticed my differences and asked me what had happen to me. Somehow I duno how to answer it. I saw him passing by my side. And such a coincident, we knew we would be like stranger. Just like every times we argued, I must be the person to make the first step.
Just going for movie again with Mr. Qing Xing. Maybe his invitation never would be so simple. He had told me the whole situation. And explained to me how serious it gonna be if I continue playing fire on it. I would not be saying is my fault, but I shall admitted that these was actually our problem. He was right. I should not, or not even can involve a secondary student into this typical problem. If I continue doing this, it gonna hurt all of us. And me myself will be sitting there and crying that was not the ending that I want. What I want so badly is we all can still remain as friends. Nothing more than that.
But the most hurting issue was when Mr. Guan Xiong called me on phone and stated that maybe I'm the one who thinking too much. Without listening to his explanation, I just non-stop scolding who was the one who started all those crap. Why he wanted to be so unfair and not standing in my point of view ?? Am I deserved to be fool by him ?? Thanks God Mr Qing Xing had stopped me and asked me to off the phone call. What he suggested maybe was right. I need to face it myself, without relying on other people's comment or idea.
Face it ya ?? An emergency break ?? Perhaps it shall be done earlier ago.
bubble pop
Monday, August 22, 2011 @ 8:49 PM
What should I say. Hmmmm. Suppose kinda happy few days ago, but it just happened, passing on the wrong track side. Perhaps excuses could help out.
Thankew to Mr Darren for giving me such a good answer. I really din expected it. The bad thing i thought was maybe just a simple no. But it was worst than that, how could he used my name up and used my feeling as joke to others. This is the way of friendship???
What's the point of sms me??? What's the point of fb chatting??? What's the point of miss call???
Your promises just like a bubble. Poof and it's gone to the air.
I had nothing more to say.
God bless me. And him.
my lovely partner
Friday, August 19, 2011 @ 1:12 AM
Is kinda sad when I lost all the message that he sent me. Sigh. I had treasured those stupid message since ever we started our so-call 'underground relationship'. Telling him d bad new and guess what, don't sad, he said. Which message you want, then i would send you the same message again. Arggghhhh. How sweet. He too kept all of our conversation too. ^_______________________^
God bless and sweet dreams ya.
End our conversation today with his sweet call. Hope this could be a happy beginning again.
family day ♥
Saturday, August 13, 2011 @ 8:56 PM
It was my family custom to hang out on every Friday night, to have our very own so-call family day. Yesterday night we went to Nandos to have our dinner.
Not much photo shooting on that day, but it still a cherish moment to keep track. Somehow appreciate is the most important task.
The 感恩 word was done by me. Thinking to appreciate every single thing that happen in my life, either good things or bad. Still it was God's calling.
Short post till here.
God bless. ♥
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