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it's not a beautiful day anymore.
Thursday, June 23, 2011 @ 1:36 AM
Weather had became so worst recently. Same as my emotion, falling down to the deep end. I had tried to settle those problems these few days. Just not really in good mood.
My dream had came true finally. But I just woke up, in such a sudden way. I had realized it was never a good dream. More or less I'm just a biggest loser in relationship. No matter in which part, I'm still fail to do it right. The road was too difficult for me to walk alone. What did they always said?? God always be there. What am I thinking?? God always beside me. NO ANYMORE!!! I started to blame a lot these few days. People around me suddenly becoming an audience and started to enjoy the funny joke ever. God had lead me to a died end. This is not an ending that i wanted. I thought He always said when I'm ready, He will just granted me everything. But why I just cannot see any of His mercy? Where is His grace? Izit He was just too busy, left out His precious daughter's little prayer?
I had heard enough this few days. And i thought i can just put it down as nothing happen before. But it seem like hard to do it comparing to just said it out.
SMILE, the only mask that suitable for me currently.
CRY, the only action that suitable for me too. NON-STOP CRYING ~
A similar life situation, a familiar song's lyric will let me cry badly in silent. I hate it when Tee Lin is right. I hate it when I just continue digging hole and jump into it. I hate it when Guan Xiong said it was all because of my choice. It never goes right when I'm just cannot grow up.
Just noticed that the scenery was repeating. I had really tiring of waiting. But I just cannot stop waiting. Sigh.
When is my beautiful day?? The day when we are really grow up. Soon or later i just need to accept the truth. The day I hope to come soon.
♥♥♥♥♥
Saturday, June 18, 2011 @ 1:09 AM
I had watched Kung Fu Panda twice. But in different version of course. So i concluded with it came nicer in cantonese. Hahahahahahaha. Just crap around. I enjoyed the second time movie with my him. Okie. From yesterday onward, I had officially changed him to my him. Great huh? Felt a little bit awkward when my besties were not around me. It seems like nobody could share the good new with me. Never mind. At least God had secretly knew our relationship.
Hmmmm. I supposed that maybe when I lost something important, God will of course replaced something new for me. I'm seriously glad when this new relationship had born at the special night.
♥♥♥ 17/06/2011 ♥♥♥
i'm back ♥
Thursday, June 9, 2011 @ 1:09 AM
So finally I'm back. Thanks to Waimun since she had a blog now. Hehehehehehe. So our bento's mission had accomplished successfully. Hard work had pay us a good result. We had earned a RM1300 profit.
Recently I had found an interesting shop with my friends. We called it as 'Black Shock'. Hahahahahaha. The main reason was the price of the menu could really shock you up. Here are some interesting stuffs that we could see in the shop.
Overall the food was still okie. And I'm kinda impressed of the attitude of the owner. He was so kind and thoughtful. Perhaps he was a hotelier before too. Hahahahahaha.
I love this ♥♥♥♥
Talked bout my life in BB. We had done 2 special activity for those kids and they were enjoying themselves very much. The first event was the color sticking paper.
They were trying so hard to splash the color equally. And taaadaaa at least they had their master piece. Too bad I did not have any time to do one for myself. T____________________T
The next event was about the color salt bottle. Those kids were jumping happily to do the project since it was so interesting.
Felt exhausted to take care of these naughty kids. Thanks God I still have my leisure time enough. Movie day with him of course.
I had tried to made some home made pancake at home. Hmmmm. Yumm yumm of course. And I had my creative master piece of my M brand pancake.
There was a moody day on last few weeks. So the perfect cure way for me was eating ice cream. Thanks to papa. He had bought me 2 cans of ice cream from Haagen Dazz.
My favorite Belgium Chocolate.
Rum Raisin, love it so much toooo.
Another outing again with my friends. Today we came to Gohanya to have our bento lunch. It was just beside of the 'Black Shock' actually. Visit it when you are hungry, I bet you won't regret.
I had given it a positive grade. Great bento and services they had served. And I like the Japanese tauke san. Arigatou ~
These were some part of my life. Life is always full of surprising. And I hope there will be a surprise soon between me and her.
God bless and signing off.
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