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kee wei broke a glass today in service...i accidentally stepped on it...walao...nw i realised dat d safety boots was nt safety enuf leh...some of my fren try to help me to pick up d small glass out from my foot thumb...muahahahaha...c me so tough...nt so pain la actuali...
hmmm..recently seem like so many ppl sick jor...ytd dexter was sick...2day wyee n pierre n yishen sick toooooo...they all arh..seem like pakat duwan cum to skul mia...so sui nia...so less ppl...less fun...hope they cn recover sooooooon la...n u guyss drink mor water n tek care ya... = )
btw he is coming bek again...mayb visiting his frens gua...duno y i stil so afraid to facing him...bt i feel hapii noeing dat he is stil ALIVE la...muahahahaha...



sometime...some day...some moment...i just hope.....



23/10/2009 friday
stayed overnite at shanvon hostel...again...wakaka...we had lot's of fun..we go PM for a late movie...ARGHHH...there gt A LOT OF mousiesss around d seats...MY GOSH...we or jux me shout like hell...I HATE PM CINEMA...NEVER ever wana go PM cinema again...we met some weird guys aso...hope never ever wil meet tiok them again...

24/10/2009 saturday
slp til 11am...walao eh...we went out after we wek up...i go 4 BB while shanvon went to GP meet up wif yenling...i din ate my breakfast nor lunch...gastric again...damm fuck...evening 5pm i manage to meet up wif shanvon at GP...she so pity leh...stay alone ther coz yenling adi went 4 movie wif her beloved boyfren...we went 4 our dinner wif chia bok...hmm...celebrated his bufday aso...tis day i reli Pokai adi la...haix..

25/10/2009 sunday
again..we slp til duno wat tym...muahahaha...tym past so fast..i nid to go bek home d...b4 i went bek..we go 4 d pasar pagi...so many pretty n cheap clothes...rm8 for a jean...wil u bliv dat reli hapen in our life...i cn surely say YES...we bought a spec at rm4...den shanvon bought a short pants aso...den ate our brunch...yummy...btw...i missed my cg pray gathering...promise wont hav nex tym..muahahaha...
try to drive car for 1st tym...almost BANG my dad car...he sked like hell...haha...my gosh...he said...don ever try to drive car again plxsss...wakakakakakaka...i think i stil nid mor practicessssss..........LOL...



stay back doing assignment wif classmate...bt seem like nothing to do also...never mind la...on9 n post somthing nonsense...hahaha...beside me nw is aaron n kit wey...1 was looking at duno wat thing...anoter 1 playing facebuk...huiyo...vr wu liao lur...wher is other ppl...hmmm. no idea...jux noe some of them chit chat at d room behind...owh...i heard pei wen sound...hehe...reli vr loud...btw...aaron stil doing nonsense thing wif kt wey...finding his lover of d day...so swt...alway change ppl d...duno he wana find who leh...hehe...looking behind of us...found dat many of our classmate were inside d multimedia resource centre...duno they all inside do wat leh...lee shan n shu mei calling me...gtg nw....doing biz comm...sudenli jason cum bek...went gp kim gary aso boh jio...haix...so sad...den pierre finali stop argue wif christina bout his 'natural' eye dat actuali was contact lens...so swt...wyee keep showing me many picha...hmm..duno who lai...den she complained bout her brother again...hahahaha...pierre go disturb shu mei adi...haix...cnt change his stylo...lee shan nw sitting bhind me...concentrate coloring our biz comm thing...hmm...pierre arh pierre...don alway talk cock la...make ppl blur nia...stil wana touch wat arh...shit man...don do it in front of galssssss plx.....haix...nonstop talk cock wif jason...aaron finali finish choosing his lover of d day...hahaha...mayb he adi find sombody he reli love gua...too many secret in our class...haha...wyee still keep confusing other ppl bout her new target...huiyo...i noe la...is HIM mah...i noe it...wakakaka...haix...wana go bek home d la...reli tired...actuali nt vr la...bt wana go home...adi wan 4pm adi liao....kk la...stop here........................



事情有了360度的转变。。。一时有些难接受。。我从来都不知道事情竟会是这样。。。原来我们中间存在了那么多不必要的误会。。原来我们当初可以不用分开。。原来一切都是有人存心破坏。。
终于明白一段感情的经营真得不应该靠第三者来到传达。。。如果我们那时肯坦然些面对面说清楚，或许就不会有今天的误会。。。笨蛋的我！！！为什么我不相信你。。为什么我不给你解释的机会。。为什么我会那么冲动。。。如果给我再一次机会，我一定会好好跟你谈。。。。
对不起。。。

to mr choo,
seriously izit we both do anything dat mek u so unsatisfy???y u must do tis to us...if nt bcz of u...we both mayb stil cn being 2gater...izit u jealous of us bcz of we r too sweet...bcz of u alway had fight wif ur lover...so u must do somting hurting our relationship...we reli thought u r a gud guy...n we jux tell u evr things...we thought we cn reli rely on u...to help us to save tis relationship...bt u reli dissapointed us...especially me....i jux cant bliv u r a such...bastard...hate u so muc...stop being a faker...u tis faker...bastard...fucker...damm...u noe...u deserve it...don say we din warn u...ur attitude is so....we cnt stand living under 1 roof wif u anymor...u cn jux fuck off...find a new suitable place...go tell some mor lies...pretend dat u r right...d whole world ar wrong...u...d onli 1 whose correct all d tym....yes...go tell thes to ur new frens..they bliv u...they support u...they ar ur backbone...bt u wait...soooooon...they wil see ur real face...they wil soon leave u alone...cz u'll nvr change....hope u hav ur nice life ther...
sincery
michelle.....



我相信。。这次的梦真的破灭了，真的被摇醒了。。。就像有个法官宣判以后幸福不会回来了。。只好用辛酸的微笑去原谅一切。。。毕竟曾有过的昨天也是美好的。。。但明天是自己的，开始懂了。。。快乐是我的选择。。。
毕竟每个人都会遇到挫折的时候，只要知道如何让自己开心快乐就好了。。。正所谓：你哭着也是一天，笑着也是一天，那不如每天笑着过更好。。。是啊。。我会回来的。。。笑着回来。。。
深深的祝福你们。。。



how much caring can you give....how can you say CARE like so easy...did you know CARE is about responsibility also...don't you feel that was too late for you to CARE...when there was a time to let you CARE and concern...but you refused to do so...when reach a time that everything was too late...is it still worth to CARE...
maybe is my problem...i do not need a CARE like that...i just.....want you back.....












记忆再次被挖掘起来。。。。。其实它从未消失，只是被尘封而已。。。。。。我们不爱了，不能爱了。。是我宣告弃权爱你的资格，然后放开了。。。谁先松手不见得就是弱者。。舍不得，也不该变成施舍。。爱你获得的心得，是想快乐，而不是罪恶。。选择不爱了，就不爱了。。。不必为我的微笑或眼泪负责，转身的两个人并没有牵扯。。。我不再说什么，就算我想你，顶多是偶尔。。。


seriously i reli duno hw to say...tis feeling kinda weird...first tym chat after we separate for so long long tym...at tis moment...hapii...or sad...or excited...or depressed...i reli duno...although it was jux short sentences...bt it bring me d feeling of warm n safe....i simply duno y............... ... .... .... ....




SushiKing 搞促销，每盘RM2。太棒了。。。与一班朋友去吃。。。我们疯狂的拿，疯狂的扫，疯狂的吃。。。二十多盘。。。哇哈哈！！！好满足咧。。不过现在看到sushi 有点想吐了。。吃完后就跟他们到处乱串。。。蛮累的一天。。。= )



Yesterday...finali...i PASSED my CAR TEST...YEAH...i gotta a feeling...feel gud...wakakakakaka....



meet up wif yen ling n shan von...n yen ling bf too...haha...we go to somwher beside island plaza to eat supper....n den we had somting BIG to share...
BEWARE....18SX







对不起。。我让你们失望了。。。我以为我可以做得到，怎知这比想象中来的困难。。我并不是想象中那么坚强。。我并不是完全释怀。。我并不是真的忘记。。我讨厌他，更讨厌现在的自己。。。无法想象他回来后的那一天我会是怎样的反应。。。
听一圣说最近的他过得很充实，很忙碌。。。而且竟主动地问起我。。。这种朋友间的关心，我应感到开心，还是难过？？一圣说：他想要回我们最初的关系。。。我明白。。。我也了解。。我正努力尝试着。。毕竟我曾说过要 forgive and forget 。。。或许可以。。我也不想再见不是朋友的嘛。。。
只想单纯的把你放在心上。。。那就够了。。。



今天突然有种想找回记忆的冲动。。。无奈，记忆消失了。。一丁点痕迹都没有。。仿佛从来都没有这一回事。。。没有任何人愿意提起，没有任何消息。。这种感觉让人恐惧，让人害怕。。。难道这一切只是一场梦。。一场空幻。。。
我真得遗失了。。。遗失了那段时间。。。那段记忆。。。

When Deep Injury Is Done To Us

We Never Recover Until We Forgive

Forgiveness Does Not Change The Past

But It Does Enlarge The Future

Lets Forgive

finish my mid term d....yeah..plan go watch sorority row....n red box......haha...try to edit blog for d 1st tym...quite fun...

Friday, October 2, 2009 @ 2:10 PM

ltr will go han jiang camp...excited....yeah...

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