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31/12/2009...the las day of 2009....im kinda missed d nice old days...haha...nid to go bek to college soon...den a brand new chapter gonna start...evr thing will bcum NEW..of cz my blog aso change its blog's skin d...nid to wear a nice new skin in a new year too...talked bout cloth...i WANT shopping...^^ n cash too...nt yiyin 's cash...bt dat real cash......=.= hehe
btw..sorie ya shanvon...i reli so tired..reli nt dat mood to go out...postponed 1 day okie...i noe u wont angry d la...hahahahaha...













MIRACLE...
izit miracle...
izit i jux had a sweetest dream ever...
walao...
i hardly express my feeling to u guysss...bt 1 word...GREATZ....reli...i felt so hapii after all these months...although previously had some msn chating...bt tis is different u noe...
i used to delete all d msg ...nw finali i had d msg from him again....seriously his name leh...tis reli....mek me wana scream...
AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH
woohoo...
okie la...keep it slow....haha..



izit was me think too much all along...
izit was jux a missunderstood...
izit was my fault all along...
izit was.........

ther aint no reason for me to think so much...mayb...we r nt fren anymor...mayb...im jux an invisible person to u...
mayb...too many mayb...actuali is jux bcz i don dare or duwan to put down...i noe...other ppl say when u r holding smtg in ur hand..u wont gt a better thing...bt i noe u r d best ppl dat i met in my life........hw cn possible i let go of u....
i noe im nt so perfect for u...so u choose to let go of me...n pick sombodi else...i wil nt blame u...i had no reason to blame u aso.....is ur choise anyway...
hope u cn choose a right wan...n treat her as gud as u cn...don ever mek her drop a tear...don ever mek her feel hurt...

i wont say anything anymor...i reli wek up adi tis tym...



jux a small stori dat written when i bored...a small stori bout him n her...read it if interest....

擦 ' 爱 ' 而过
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她与他分手后的几年，她一直都过着想念他的日子。她一直想，他现在该是如何了。结婚了？他的妻子应该很美吧。。
那天，她约了姐妹去逛街。怎知姐妹临时失约。一个人在百货公司乱逛，深感无聊。她并不知道，此时的他正陪着他的老婆和姐姐，在同一间百货公司里。身材雍仲的女人直嚷：“快些啊，老公！前面大减价耶！”打扮时髦的姐姐直摇头。
她看见了他。正与身旁身材娇好的女人走下扶梯。一直以来，她总在幻想他的妻子长什么样；如今，她看到了，比她想象的更娇媚、迷人。当下她微笑的避开了。。。
她万万没料到，那个女人并不是他的妻子。

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他已经忘了当初他俩如何分手，似乎为了一些无关紧要的误会。跟她分手不太痛苦，仿佛吃完一杯巧克力圣代，杯低没了雪糕便自然结束。。。
日子继续，他进了某大酒店工作。人生琐碎，他唯一兴趣就是到酒店顶楼抽烟，俯望沙滩海水，迎风深深吸进他的尼古丁，再缓缓吐出来。他其实从来不曾想起她。然后他遇上妻子，孩子出世。小轿车换成大房车；租房换成买楼。他每天上班等下班，下班又等上班。一天他依旧站在顶楼吞云吐雾，眺望海景，突然萌想，不知她现在何方？念头一起便挥之不去。他开始暗地上网寻找她的资讯，一堆同名同姓，却不是她。走在街上，每个迎面走来的女人都令他猜想是她。
坐在客厅，妻子碎碎念不停嘴，孩子打电动不停手，他魂飞往昔。如果当初娶了她，人生是否不一样。她钟爱紧扣他的五指看电影，不时傻傻的大笑。他好想见她。一次也好。

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那天，他跟妻子与姐姐走过一间餐厅外。坐在外边的女人正跟朋友高声阔谈。女人模样跟记忆的细节有些不同。但她的笑声让他立刻知道是她。他慌张低头快步离开，又停住考虑回头相认。
伫立街头5秒、5分钟，又像半世纪那么久，他下定决心。。。

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再一次，他往与她相反的方向离去；再一次，她与他，又错过了对方。。。

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!#$%^&*!#$%^&*!#$%^&*!#$%^&*

fucking asshole...dumbass...freak..weirdo....
HATERESS....SADENESS...DEPRESSED...UNPLEASURED......jux moody... >.<



yesterday...my working day at gp...i saw smtg dat unpleasured me...seriously...i reli din think it b4...mayb d world reli ar so small...somtym 1 round was enuf for 2 ppl to meet again...or mayb for 3 ppl to meet...
seriously i was wrong...sudenli i felt dat so childish of myself...y d world my thought wil b so simple...my frens were right...tis world was way tooooo complicated for me...mayb i cant even survive in tis cruel world... >.<
btw 2day was d Patient Zone Congregation...we all changed to new cell group d...from tis week onwards...i wil go in C2...hope i cn b used in tis new cell group...n d new members in C2...hope we all cn get a long as soon as possible...











jux nw morning go penang hill wif college buddies...d main reason we went up ther is pointless...muahahahaha...bt we stil enjoyed it...we rode bicycle...paddle up d mountain...almost 5km....d view was greatz....muahahahaha...paddle til d station 1...we found out dat we cn paddle to teluk bahang if we continue follow d path...6km mor...walao...impossible wan us to paddle until so far k...
nex we head off to dexter hse...bt duno he go wher la...hmm...we had our lunch near dex hse...den aaron said wana go beach...when we reach d beach....it started to rain..bt it stop after a while...den we go down n decided to play...bt ltr a while d rain fall again...jux pouring from d sky...walao...all wet la like 'drop soup chicken'..
finali reach home...tired bt yet fun...mor picha will b upload after i gt d picha from jason.....

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