Welcome
Hello! Welcome to my blog. Best viewed in Google Chrome! To navigate, click on each of the letters of "dream" on the left. Before you leave, don't forget to leave a message!
To navigate:
d → entries
r → profile
e → tagboard
a → links
m → archive
In case you forget, you can always hover over the letters and it will tell you :D
Oh and, click "someday, I gonna achieve my lil" to refresh :)
raining inside and outside
Monday, October 17, 2011 @ 9:03 PM
What to say ?? I knew this day gonna come. Although I tried to prevent it, tried my best to keep a good image in front of his parent, at least i tried la. But it seems like no use, when his mother said something like that, my heartache. How possible I can change her mind if she hated me. I'm the reason for her son's result drop. I'm the reason for her son not to go to work. I'm the reason for her son wasted so many money and time on just talking on phone. Is my fault !!
She was right. She reminded me that I not suppose to continue like this. I must stop this kind of relationship. I'm sorry to say that, I knew he will feel sad when he see this. But I had no choice. I needed to respect his parent. Stand in his parent point of view, I knew they are just caring for him. They hope their child could get a good results and get a good work in future time. Because of me, my appearance had spoiled their plan.
Stop writing my blog for about 10 minutes since Mr Qing Xing called me on phone. To my surprised he knew I'm sad just listening to my voice. Yes, I admitted I'm really sad. But who could share this sadness with me?? Nobody shall know this secret. Some more I'm the one who started this issue, nobody would accept this crap that I had fallen to him in secretly. This world is cruel and realistic. Nobody would really understand my feeling now.
So what is my plan?? I planned to ......
The sky is pouring tears now. Just like my feeling, felt so bad. This decision is hard, but I will do it. No matter how his thought, the plan shall run forever.
I'm sorry.
To the special one,
Thankew for accompanied me for 101 days. It really had enough. I appreciated it so much but I guessed I wont get any chance to continue walk the road of life with you anymore. Sorry for my selfishness. Promise me that you wont sad, just forget about me and live you life. Promise me continue your study well. Promise me that please stay on devotion although I cannot remind you anymore. Promise me to live better without me.
I'm really okie d la. You no need purposely send me message or call me on phone. Smiles alway ya. Take care.
May God continue bless on him and his family.
Profile
*Aloha*
welcome to my lil dream world!
You may disagree of what I said, but I will defend untill death of my right to say it.
The name was Michelle.
I'm twenty and young.
Big creations and inspirations are in my mind. :D
I paint objects as I think them, not as I see them.
don judge me by cover
